My Story

My fertility journey included:

 

• 18 miscarriages

• 2 rounds of IVF

• Adoption fraud

• And ultimately, a life without the child I dreamed of

 

For a long time, this grief consumed me.

It broke my heart, strained my relationships, and pulled me under again and again.

 

But I eventually found a way through.

 

Not by erasing the grief—but by learning to hold it with compassion instead of anger. In the beginning, I created a personal grief plan so that when the physical part of a miscarriage ended, I still had structure and support for the days that followed. As I slowly healed, that plan grew into a complete framework built from the modalities, practices, mindsets, and mantras that truly helped me.

 

Over the years, friends and community members began asking if I would speak with women they knew who were navigating infertility or pregnancy loss. Each conversation confirmed that the tools I developed could help others feel less alone, more grounded, and more in control of their healing.

 

I’m now sharing this work more widely so more women can access the support I once needed. If you are struggling, please reach out. You don’t have to carry this alone—and I can help you find your way forward.